Reflections: Life and just 2012 overall

This year has been a really good year for me. It was one where I finally learned to live life to the fullest. I tried a bunch of new things, went out with friends more to different places (restaurants) and such and really pushed myself to get my butt going. I started this blog to help me focus and I really do feel like I will be going into 2013 with more of a focus on my career goals. For once, I was in control.

And if you didn’t read any of my previous posts, here’s a mini recap:

I realized that I’m just not meant for love right now, I need to focus on my own goals. Love can wait or it can be wherever I choose to go but I will not go wherever it wants to go. And even if I act like I am in love because I just feel a special connection with the guy, it doesn’t mean I am in love. I am ok being just friends with him because we are both just focusing on our careers and if life takes us back to each other, than that’s great but I don’t expect anything from it.

I realized I have the best friends a person could have. I love them and I wish that they could see what I see because they are just truly amazing. I am a lucky girl to have so many friends that I know will have my back in a heartbeat. So watch out! Don’t mess with me! lol. I love the connections I have made with my friends that are just everlasting. No matter how long we don’t see each other or talk to each other, when we see each other next it’s like no time has past.

I realized that I think my family have realized how to get along with each other again but no matter what, we all know that we will always be there for one another.

I realized that I was just scared when it came to more schooling and getting in. Applications are a scary thing. I just don’t want to fail because I don’t know what I would do if I did.

I realized that I made changes for the better this time throughout the year and they have made me happier again.

And now, it is the end of 2012 and all I can say is that life has been good to me this year. I got to do a bit of travelling, I got to see friends I hadn’t seen in ages and most importantly, I got over my fear just a little bit in regards to furthering my career.

I hope that 2013 will continue on to be great and I’m sure that it will because I will be starting it off with a trip to Vegas on my birthday which is in 2 days =)

I hope you all have a safe and Happy New Year! I will write one more post before I fly off and enjoy a little birthday trip. Wish you all the very best in the New Year!


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