to: the girl who never wanted to get pregnant
Yes, that is me and yes, I’m pregnant. I will probably get a lot of flack for saying this but I don’t want to be pregnant. I’m not saying I don’t want to have a child but pregnancy, it kind of sucks. People talk about the glow, and are all excited around you but you know what? they are not the ones who have to carry the baby inside of them for 9+months.
I’m not even saying this because I have had a tough pregnancy so far but I just never wanted to get pregnant. Giving birth seems painful, why would anyone willingly hurt themselves? and when someone does willingly hurt themselves, something is supposedly wrong with them. So, how is this any different?
Anyways, that is my mini rant. But yes, for those who don’t know yet, I am pregnant. I am sorry I couldn’t tell you in person or directly, but life is busier than ever now that I am expecting. I hope you will all understand.
This is part of the reason why I stopped blogging for a bit. I’ll explain the other parts another day, which is my warning to any of my readers who might not be interested in marriage, or babies, there will be a lot more of these posts coming up. This is now my life and I want to share it with everyone. There will be a mental health aspect to some of it though.